I keep hearing this voice repeatedly saying "I can't, I have to study" or "I need to get back to studying", and shock of horror - I realise it's my own.

So why do I feel like I am getting nothing done?

We have these great ambitions, these high standards and these goals that are so high in the sky they're getting wet by the clouds. But it's our lives right? So if that what we want to do, then it's the effort we have to put in.

I'm not going to settle for half-assed if I can help it - I want more than that

(and so I'm going to have to pay for it... life's not easy, right?!)

I'm studying hard, and extreme brainwork burns calories, yeah?
So Im going to stick to my diet of chocolate biscuits and tea, and I'm going to enjoy those extra large, double choc iced-coffees with cream thank you very much
I don't care what anyone says about it being unhealthy - I don't give a fuck
I've earnt it.