I say it time and time again. And each time, I try to disprove myself, I try to regain some glimmer of hope that it's really not like that.

So why is it that I keep coming back to this place.

You give yourself and in return, you get put out. You go out of your way for people and then in return they don't even give you fucking decent human courtesy.

You try and have faith in those around you, in people in general, to try and prove that they're not all like this. We're not all like this.

And then they screw you over.

You're left completely stripped bare. And what for? Because you tried, and you put in the effort, and you invested yourself in this. YOu invested yourself in them, and in doing something for everyone. Then humankind, human nature turns around and laughs in your face. That devilish grin that sinks you down to depletion. You've been run over, stripped bare, and only you alone are left to pick up the pieces.