Crumbs skitter the couch and the tiny bare surfaces of the coffee table.

I've lost count of my cups of tea, and the number of biscuits I've munched through.

Somehow things are feeling good though - just in this minute.

Dare by Gorillaz is running on repeat and I'm pumped.

It's interesting how you get in those moods where all you want to do is feel fabulous. At this current moment I wish i smoked - just so I could be like the fabulous Carrie Bradshaw, tapping away on my laptop.

I'm stuck in this shell of exams, work and stress, where everything culturally and socially interesting is slipping away from me. What's happening out in the world? I have no clue.

All I can think is that I haven't done near enough work - even though that's all I ever seem to do these days. I want to get back out there and live, enjoy myself without any worries. Shop! Search for inspiration.

Oh holidays, how you are calling me.

Time - it controls everything.

Can't you just give us a little more? But then speed it up of course.

No, we can never be certain with what we want out of time - our greedy little time desires are always changing, so we'd never really be satisfied.

Apologies for my boring blog at the moment. Once I get through this, or find a moment to organise some life-inspiration, it's right onto sleepyhead.

thanks for the rant, blogger.